Well I guess it means it will not be a daily activity. I was actually surprised on how well I did my first day, I actually set a timer so I could stay on track and not be overly distracted. I did accomplish quite a few task.
However day two totally different, I decide to attend a networking meeting on the spur of the moment. It was early morning, when I decided to attend, had not accomplished anything else that morning except checking messages. So I responded to my messages, then got ready left for the meeting, set up a delivery while I was out and headed to my old office to meet with someone there. It was a busy and rushed day.
After returning home, I remember thinking all this running around but really did not accomplish much today. Ever had those days? You are really busy, going, and going and then wonder, what did I get done today and feel like not much, and yet you did not stop all day. Heck that day I did not even have time to eat.
I felt guilty upon arriving home that I had not done, so I spent the next hour, unpacking a few boxes from the old office and finding a location to stack 4 others that will not be unpacked for some time as there is no place to set these items up in my home. That in itself is also stressful. I wonder why I felt guilty?
It's not like I did nothing, I was out promoting my business, and finishing up some final item sales from old office. Strange to feel this way, but I will acknowledge I did.
Day 3 ( Wednesday)Easy to decide what to do Wednesday's, I work out of town doing Reflexology and massage.
Today (day 4)
What will I accomplish I wonder, there is just so much I wish to do and yet it seems to be there is not enough time in a day to accomplish even a tenth of what I wish I could do.
Some days I feel lost and insecure, hopeless and weak or overwhelmed . Those days don't happen often, but they do happen. They happen because I am human.
I wonder at these times why this is happening? Is there a lesson here I need to learn, or what is the universe trying to tell me? What is my body trying to tell me?
What I am learning is that I need to sit quietly when this happens, I need to meditate on what I am feeling and acknowledge the emotions I'm experiencing.
And then accept that it's ok to feel vulnerable and lost at times, after all it is part of your adventure here in this physical plane. Just remember it will get better. You can make things better, you are in charge of your life, your in charge of your emotions. Only you can change the outcome of your life.
So now let's get some work done, let's start organising this office.
till next time...........................